I remember this one time you said you will watch the figure skating competition every single Friday 

You were enchanted by the beauty and the flow of everything

They heard you say that

and they laughed

You were 5

Your palms itched with shame

you didn’t understand why they were laughing at you

you were a baby, how would you understand

Dear baby Abdulla, 

You can watch whatever you want and whenever you want to

You can do whatever the hell you want

In this house, in this temple, you are whatever you want to be 

You are everything you love

And I must apologize for saying that you were the purest

There’s no past in this

You are alive

You are the purest

And you will always be pure

And you will always be enough

And you will always be worth it

I love you forever